I'm sorry

I'm sorry, there's nothing else to say except that I'm sorry. I don't know to who. I wish I could be a better, nicer person. I wish I could pick up my life from when I was happy, when I was 12. I know I'm so mean and rude to everyone. I don't want to be but it's hard to be those effortlessly nice, caring people I see who are happy. Maybe one day I will have changed for the better. I will be smiling on the inside and the outside and I could be beautiful one day and maybe someone will want me. I don't know what I'm saying, except that I'm sorry to no one, but I hope that someone forgives me.