I wish one day i could adopt a child and i want to have a child with autism and work with that child and feel like i am doing something worthwhile and i would love him or her so much and kill anyone who hurt him or her. I have established that i never want to start a family ever. I wanna be a single mother with an autistic child. I know it is harder to help them grow up but why dies life have to be easy. I just read this whole paragraph i sound like a stupid motherfucker but really i just have good intentions! My family friend is autistic and me n him r really good friends when we watch TV at his house and i say 'look they r kissing' and he laughs and he says 'making sex' and we laugh and he has a teddy thats even more dishevelled than my one that i've had since i was 2 and he has his his whole life he is 16 now he is a very nice boy i think autistic people are very special not in the way that a vase is special but in the way that they are people you want to connect to ahhh i can't say what i mean in a very nice way i sound so cold!