I'm gonna go to the top level of the school i'm gonna open the window of one of the HSIE rooms and remove the fly screen. I'm gonna throw an apple out so hard. I'm gonna put the screen back and close it and wait till home time then i'm gonna think about how most make up doesnt enhance natural features at all but makes many girls look the same. Then im gonna start doing my homework and not think about my future but i'm just gonna do my homework so my dad will be happy that i have started to build more confidence in myself and more motivation.