Sometimes i wish i didnt have a creative mind coz i am doing something so unrelated and i'm thinking about the World always i can't change the world but i still think about it and i think about life not my life but all life and all existence. Religion, science, beliefs, the future of everything and progression and history. That all sounds like it would take ages to ponder about but i think so much and fast that i can think about all that in a kinute that's not an achievement that's annoying because my brain is so loud that when people call my name i don't hear them evenif i am looking right at them so i seem very peculiar and also i cannot concentrate i have the concentration of a 4 year old when i am thinking about meaning and that is a lot of the time