Dont die you've still got a life to live say ppl but what life is there to lose if i'm not alive? Why do i live? I will die. I do not wnt to be here... I am not upset nor depressed. I merely feel out of place. Weird. Weird does not mean bad or sad. I only feel out of place even when there are strange people among this planet. I feel as though death is very very very natural and is more natural thanlife itself. Death is only the beginning and deathis important. I do not know what to say. I am ready to die. I will not feel the sadness of others when i am dead so therefore there will be no pain. This world i can only see throu my eyes. When i die i will have no eyes and this world will shut off like a television. I am very ready to die but i do not know for what just though i o not know what i live for. Death and life are not yin and tang, black and white in the way that they oppose. Death and life are like yin and yang and black and white because they balance eahc other because each contains essence of the other and need each other to have value withought the other it is just oblivion just infinite nothingness.