There is so much i thought about today. Humans invented the ridiculous concept of money. Money is the reason people on trains you do not talk to yet sit next to them. It's because you're travelling to school or work. To get money one day. Money divides people. Ants don't need money. Ants are prepared to die any moment of their life. Ants are very very developed life. We can laugh at these small useless creatures but we should learn from them. Being prepared to die, being ready to die any moment of your life is so vital imo. Imo everyone is so so selfish. Ii have cameup ith this recentlybut if someone chooses to die and people say 'don't do it' the people are selfish. The reason they do not want the person to die is because they will feel sad. They do not want to feel sad as it hurts them. Once again they do not want badness for themselves only happiness. There is no such thing as 'you mean a lot to me'. There is only 'if youdied there would be less usefulness around to me' or something. It's easier to talk about it. I do not belong on this earth i am sure. I am no longer depressed, angry, upset, frustrated, or negative 'emotions'. I knew i don't belong on this planet. Perhaps our souls will meet in another planet. There are no 'humans' on other planets. Souls travel faster than apollo 11 and stuff. In another planet the forms are kind of like music. Ithis was my old planet i am sure. However i did something bad in my old planet. I am here on this earth now it is the equivalent of hell. I think the next planet will be okay. 

What if when people die they become another body in a different time frame? Maybe it is not to do with dimensions, but time... Wen you die your soul could be merged with someone in 200B.C pr someone from 1920. However your soul is beta so you only have the View but the perosn has the Life. It is either a dimension or time. Genuine pure time has no end or beginning. Day time and night time is a name. Names give things meanings which do nit mean anythinglike money. The earth travels aroundthesun continuously. Why couldn't you relivesomething? Because that is the 'past' but if you had time in a pure form.. You could relive it even if your previous life existed after that space. But does the earth end? If it did then time is false.. It would be backto the planets. I like how humans of earth attempt to search for life on other ''planets''. What makes mars jupiter saturne etc specialler than the stars and other land masses in space? You named them but they do not change. If you attemot to look for life they would not be on rocks that you named. Just because humans can't live in like 300 degrees celcius doesnt mean other forms of Energy/Life cant. Just because there are other forms in space doesnt mean that you can see them. Maybe you have to be dead to see them.  But of course in that planet you aouldn't be dead you'd be alive as you are right now. You just exist in a different space. No time. Time and dimension cannot exist within each other. This is why we believe we are the only forms of life in the universe. Do you know how vast this damn place is? Its kinda selfish and ignorant  to assume we are the only ones out here. We just can't see life because we are not in the right Dimension of our soul/life/energy! Science you may say. Science exists in our dimension. Science is from humans. Science is laughable. However pay attention to ants. They will remind youof other dimensions of life. You will die one day on this earth. Your soul does not die  your soul travels for eternity. There will never be such thing as no life. I suddenly thought of something; what is outside the universe? I feel strange now. What could be outside the universe, this is a serious question. Is there anything? Is the universe infinite? It is impossible if it wasnt. All humans know this but never really think about it i suppose which is why i felt very strange thinking about it. The universe and the mind are very closely related i think. Size means nothing and science is made up. Science IS made up. Really thinkabout it. Science has been changing since forever. How can we assume ight now we know most things about stuff? If something keeps on changing it is not infinite and if it is not infinite it cannot be truth. One truth is the universe. The universe is infinite. Can there be more than one truth? Yesbut in another dimension of life. No matter what planet your energy is expended to it will always be within this universe. That is comforting. The universe is infinite. It is comforting to be enveloped by infinity it is ignorant to believe you are the only thing in this vast eternity. Dogs can smell things we cant. Plants can do things we cant. Cats can see things we can't. Death on earth can see things humans cant. We cant see life on other planets because we can only have one life. If we look at other life we would understand it and it wouldnt work because we can only have one. So thats why we cant see it. I do not belong on thi earth i have realised. I do not feel angry upset sad or bad or mad. I feel complete. I feel like i am ready to die at any time. I do not see why this would affect anyone. I feel very calm and dazed but in a complete way.