I am goingto slit mythroat. Call the police or something. Nodont actually. I hate everyone and i hate mself and everyone should be happy. Dont come in my room until i ame dead you all scare me a lot i dont want to be scared i wanna be dead. Dont talk to me i will not reply. Do not talk to me do not go through my things when i am dead actually whatever go theough them i cant stop you because i'm dead. Do not be nice to my family. They left me nd never really taught meanything but thank you for cooking and trying to make me happy and alive and get a good school. Thank you and goodbye. I am not sorry to anyone it is my life. I am sorry for wasting all the money. I am not sorry for dying at all. Please dont say you were my friend when you weren't. Please dont say i was suffering i was not suffering i was ready to die. Please do not be affected by my death. Everyone dies it doesnt make a dfference when or hownit is done anyway. I am not speaking the truth. This is not a suicide note. This whole blog is a suicide note. This will be my last post ever i am guessing. Do not contact me do not call the police. Actually dont listen to me do whatever you want  except pretend to be my friend this is not a suicide note this whole entire blog is my suicide note. I hope my dog ollie  will never see my body like this. I am not special or interesting i have just disintegrated and seem different. I am not a tragic beauty i am a stupid runt like the ugly duckling but without the happy ending this endinng is neither sad nor happy death is just life.